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I'm so pleased to see your letter!And I think you'll be pleased to see mine also.I'm okay, work takes all my time but I'm not against- I love it.Otherwise, I 'd feel boring. I'm always happy getting a new letterfrom you. The only thing which makes me upset is that I can't writeyou as often as you write me. But I wish I could. I'd like to talk toyou all the time but you know it's impossible for you and me,unfortunately. I'm so thankful to you for your writing me. Yourfeelings to me are very important. I'm glad that both of us feel thesame way. It brings sence to my life and hope for better times. Ialways check my mail box expecting a new letter from you. I live withthese expectations. I dreamed of you a lot. I imagined I was talkingto you holding your arms and looking into your eyes. I'm absolutelyhonest now, that's true and I don't want to hide my feelings . I likedreaming very much. I don't know, perhaps, it's not good but I'm aromantic person who likes to dream.Since I was a little girl, I dreamed very much. I remember pretty wellour techer in school telling us to forget about our dreams becausethey won't do any good to us. She used to say "Draming brings onlypain and disappointment when you realise that they are not a reality"Perhaps, she was right here. Dreams don't always come true actually.Even if you do your best to reach it. It's insufficient I think.If you try to make your dream come true, it gives you a purpose inyour life. That's essential. Not everything depands on us in thisworld for success. There's a destiny. And I believe there's someinvisible power which makes events happen or not happen. But I thinkthat anyway you should live with a Dream. It brings Hope. You know- ifthere's a will there's a way. That's one of the principles of my life.Moreover, dreams help you to understand what you want from your life.You start thinking everything over, analyzing you behavior, choosingthe best way and making up your mind about your future actions. Andthen every success brings you so much satisfaction and hope that ithelps you to live. Even if it's a smallest step up to your Dream. Yourheart is filled with pleasure, belief and hope.It's better to remember your victories than things that had hurt youwhenever. That's why I'm fond of dreaming though they very seldom cometrue. I'm surprised i'm writing to you about all this. These are myinner thoughts. I think that's because I subconciously trust you.I've never had a person I could open my heart to, I could share myfeelings. But now you appeared in my life Patrice and I feel you'llunderstand me. I'm completely open to you and I want to repeat you area part of my life now. I must be honest I'm almost dreadful ,terrified with the thought I can lose you. Forguve me all my honestyand strengh of feelings. I'm sorry if I've offended you somehow orbrought any discomfort. Don't stop writing me every day if you can.I'm sorry I can't write you very friquently. I try my hardest, really.I hope you're ok and everything is fine. I'll wait for your letter.I can't wait to meet you.I'm still learning how to arrange all the documents to come to you.